What I Wake Up To

Every morning I wake up and I pretend that I am starring in my own movie ever since I heard a great sermon from my pastor at church. I am a business woman and I encourage youth everyday to stay in school and stay active. I help them with their school work and interested athletic programs they may be interested in. In tis movie that I am starring in I control everything, I am positive and have an optimistic outlook on life, whenever I come around I make someone happy, and if someone is having a bad day I make them laugh. People enjoy being around me, I see a bright future for everyone. Hopefully I will achieve this movie and make it my final debut!!

My Goals

There are goals I must achieve
In my dreams I do believe
If you have nothing positive to say then shut up and leave
I need some room to breathe
Please
We must try to find peace
To locked doors, I have the keys.

Whin I show up you start to wease
With fear in your eyes
Don't run cuz I'll catch you, I see right through your lies
You try, but can't come up with any allibies
You need to realize I'm here for a reason
Everyday, every season
I help whoever I can
This all leads to my loife long plans.

How I Really Feel

Never Read Before By Anyone:
Embrace yourself, 'cuz I'm about to blow you away
I'm blowin up, but I don't want the fame
Now you may think I'm crazy, but I know the consequences
So used to my heart being torn that I put up fences
I never let my guard down
You always see me with a smile never a frown
That's how I hide my pain, head so heavy I become insane
What do I do I can't figure out my brain.

Intellectual Intelligance
Creative with my negligence
My personality changes up and down it's so irrelevant
You never know how I feel
I do stuff for the hell of it
I don't open up because of fear
Now I finally see that everyone is here
And they are lending me their ear.

I try to find the courage, but I don't attain
Trying to figure out what to say
What is the extent of my conversation
There is no release of personalization
Can't talk about my love life because it doesn't seem right
But I need help because I'm so confused and up tight
I need to let loose, there is a lot of commotion
This is just the beginning of my true emotions.