What I Wake Up To

Every morning I wake up and I pretend that I am starring in my own movie ever since I heard a great sermon from my pastor at church. I am a business woman and I encourage youth everyday to stay in school and stay active. I help them with their school work and interested athletic programs they may be interested in. In tis movie that I am starring in I control everything, I am positive and have an optimistic outlook on life, whenever I come around I make someone happy, and if someone is having a bad day I make them laugh. People enjoy being around me, I see a bright future for everyone. Hopefully I will achieve this movie and make it my final debut!!

My Goals

There are goals I must achieve
In my dreams I do believe
If you have nothing positive to say then shut up and leave
I need some room to breathe
Please
We must try to find peace
To locked doors, I have the keys.

Whin I show up you start to wease
With fear in your eyes
Don't run cuz I'll catch you, I see right through your lies
You try, but can't come up with any allibies
You need to realize I'm here for a reason
Everyday, every season
I help whoever I can
This all leads to my loife long plans.

How I Really Feel

Never Read Before By Anyone:
Embrace yourself, 'cuz I'm about to blow you away
I'm blowin up, but I don't want the fame
Now you may think I'm crazy, but I know the consequences
So used to my heart being torn that I put up fences
I never let my guard down
You always see me with a smile never a frown
That's how I hide my pain, head so heavy I become insane
What do I do I can't figure out my brain.

Intellectual Intelligance
Creative with my negligence
My personality changes up and down it's so irrelevant
You never know how I feel
I do stuff for the hell of it
I don't open up because of fear
Now I finally see that everyone is here
And they are lending me their ear.

I try to find the courage, but I don't attain
Trying to figure out what to say
What is the extent of my conversation
There is no release of personalization
Can't talk about my love life because it doesn't seem right
But I need help because I'm so confused and up tight
I need to let loose, there is a lot of commotion
This is just the beginning of my true emotions.

Bound By You

This is just a hobby I was working on and I really like it it is one of the many poems I have written:
Why am I like this over you
I meet somebody new, and yet I push them away
What have you done to make me feel this way
Why must this feeling stay the same
You take me everywhere and nothing seems to change
You use me like a turn table
Spin me whenever you'e able, and stop me when your done
You store me for a while and try another one
As soon as that ends you put me right back on again.

How do you keep me so interested
Others complain about your one word message
Why am I different, you feel you can talk to me about anything
Is it because of the ideal of no strings
Play me like a violin, as you caress me in your arms
Hold me tight so I will not fall
Play me soft and slowly, as we create a beautiful sound
There is no other like you, at least that I have found
For within you I am bound.

Let's Talk Relationships

Well, I'm new to this so I'm just gonna say what's on my mind. Relationships are not easy but they shouldn't be as hard as they are now. Guys you should be able to approach a girl if you like her, don't feel intimidated just because she is not self conscience you should want a woman with confidence because she will make you a better man. Girls don't scare the guy away by nagging all the time, you can't have crazy mood swings if something is bothering you talk to him about it because he will listen just make sure that you don't keep telling him ALL of your problems thats what your girls are for. One more thing fellas you should also be able to talk to your girl about anything and everything not saying you have to it's just nice to have that option!